I must say, I'm truly sorry.
About three weeks ago I found out devastating news at one of my check-ups that totally screwed up my head space.
As I set in the doctor's office, I was told that I had placenta previa. A condition where the baby's placenta is too low. Now that's not that terrible in and of itself, the horrible part was the next news they gave me. I would have to have a C-section mid-May, three weeks before my due date.
I was put directly on pelvic rest and told to take it really easy. Easy . . . Okay I can do that, but why?
The nurse continued to explain to me that because of where the placenta was located if I were to go into labor or have any sort of contractions, it was a good chance I would bleed to death. They were 90% sure of this.
No ifs, ands, or buts about it.
There was a 90% chance that I could bleed to death if I went into labor and if I made it to 37 weeks they would cut me open?
So for a week and a half, I spent my time taking it very very easy, crying, worrying, sleeping and just overall being devastated.
It was a week into everything that God spoke to me and reminded me that He knew the plan for my life.
If I were going to have to have a C-section, maybe it was because He knew it would be better in the long run. If the placenta was going to move, maybe it was because He wanted to test my faith. (I mean there was only a 10% chance of the latter happening).
As I continued to wait for my next appointment, I decided to give it to God. He's the maker and controller of all things so He obviously knew better than me. I became comfortable in having a C-section and trusted God that all things would work out fine.
On Friday when I went back to the doctor and had the ultrasound, they could no longer see the placenta! By the grace of God, it had moved up and out of the way, putting an end to my "danger" zone.
When they gave us the news, my husband and I were so elated. We were not expecting to hear them say that. In fact, we were ready to pick a date and decide on a course of action but God wanted to show himself faithful in such a tough situation.
In our time of trouble and distress, He wanted to let us know . . .
All things are possible for those who believe.
That promise is available for you too. God is willing and able to do all things according to His will if we will just ask and believe in Him.
He can change ANY situation.